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If you’re reading this, it means:
I FOUND YOU!I believe you are the one. Each and every one of you.
I want to create a star, A STAR, A STAR WITH AN X. Why a star with an “X”?
I want to create an enormous interconnected STAR of communicating minds, and the X is the crossing of connecting thoughts. Good enough as an image?
It should get you going.
The points of the STAR are its representative minds: the partakers of the communion. The whole of the STAR becomes its shining creativeness and imperative force of higher consciousness. Until we reach ecstasy, ecstatic creation, in an explosion of united genius.
Beautiful. Visionary. Mad.
Mine is not a simple Star, though.
No brevity here. No pearls of wisdom. No Tao. No haiku.
Initial confusion. The entropy of full expression. This is what I want, at least in the beginning. Just like a Big Bang that will create a Universe. Order will come later...
To see that everybody not merely depends on everybody,
but actually everybody is everybody in a deeper sense.David Bohm, 1998 --
On Creativity.
Who cares about a little initial confusion of intersecating messages from perplexed but interested readers? Where is the pleasure of epistolary gone, the time when long letters were fervently written by kindred souls?
Please send me long letters, prolix messages, overflowing emails… I am here for you: the God of Logos.
But if you can't express yourself creatively, then you don't belong. That's it. Perhaps the weak ones, those who have no time for true introspection, will say: “what’s this rambling crap?”, or "forget it, too many things to do", or “I can’t stand meditative or spiritual rigmarole", and again “cannot handle the mail confusion", "perhaps another time, when I've sorted out things", "now I have no time for this: later, later maybe…". And what do you have time for, and when?
The Hebrew paraphrase: “If not now, when? And if not I, then who?”
We all work, and hard at that. We say it several times over. Just to feel at ease with this globalised bourgeoisie. But what about working on our Inner Self and link it with the Other? No time for that? My God, I'm dismayed.
You find time to read a thick fuilleton. You find time to watch trash-TV. You find time to shop your head off. You find time to eat and drink junk...
Why can't you find time for my Star? Make it OUR star.Are you scared? Frightened, like any other human being on earth? Sure.
Please, return to this page again, or preserve my message into a new mental file, for later review. Please, pretty please? Scan it onto your notebook and entitle it "Our Star: A star is X" and place our dialogues there to appraise when your soul commands. I'll do that too, and if I -- the computer illiteratus -- can do it, anybody can. Remember: the X stands for mindcrossing!
Mind-Crossing. A Crosswork of Minds. Communion, finally. Fantastic!
But you can’t… apparently not.
Because you are scared. Confused. Sceptical. Busy.
But we are all confused, generally. All scared. And all sceptically busy…
In straying into a realm of confusion, we have traded an appreciative awareness for a preoccupation with limited purposes. A vast, integrated space has become narrowed down to a container of isolated things.
But here I am, telling you now we are not isolated. We are the STAR! Listen to me: I really am talking to you!
No Onanism here, folks: I don't wish to talk to myself, not at all.
It is necessary to reverse this tendency to isolation: we cannot talk to a mirror, to our image reflected.
Inwardly, when we are meditating on our own, we may think we're having great success because we are noting everything, counting all our thoughts. But this is not really "paying attention" in any high sense... we are just playing games.
We must communicate with each other, within
OUR Star.
No lonely monologues, please. I don't want mental masturbation, I want mental copulation. If I write incessantly to you, you write incessantly to me. Deal?
I can handle it. So can you.
Even when we become more concentrated, so that we are completely immersed in our attention, like a cat watching something, our awareness is still stuck someplace. It is not exactly "aware of", but it is still narrow and kind of hypnotized. We could stay here for a long time without falling into a frustrating place, but we are not making any progress. So we must go beyond all awareness which is stuck on some thing or in some place.
The Star must reach beyond...
Yet, it would be absurd to try to avoid everything, to blot everything out. So... somehow, the very things which are disconnected, fragmented, must themselves yield up a vision of continuity, of unity.
THE STAR IS THE UNITY I PROPOSE TO YOUI believe you do understand me, if you are still with me now. Those who won’t understand, have stopped reading. Yet others I hope will arrive.
Each of us will take the other's hand and form a chain, a continuous link, an interconnected star of kindred minds: intellectual companions joining up for a séance of astounding proportions!
Trying to make this happen can also become a preoccupation. It has become MY preoccupation: a desire to enlarge, widen the circle, reach out to everyone...
We need to work very lightly and subtly, not pushing too hard to do anything. But we must create a ring of strength through expression. We must spread and stay WITHIN. If we are desperate to change our situation, to go elsewhere, we will probably not achieve real balance or insight... I have no fixed picture of things to achieve, except a unity with YOU. You are my difference.
You are my insight.Here, here, do you read me?
Ahaa!
Making dichotomies the working basis for the discovery of unity is really a very practical procedure, and it is the only way our ordinary problems can be properly resolved.
We mustn't forget our body, though.
We are not only electrical impulses given to a keypad via the email system. When I get up from my desk and exit the meanders of my communicating Mind, I perceive my physical state in a slow and gradual manner. Each and every time, I became aware I am carnal.
The human body, which is often a solid, cramped expression of isolation and pain, can be used to realize a more expansive awareness and satisfaction. Our ordinary awareness, which so often mistreats the body, can also nourish it and encourage concrete implementation of very profound values. It is well-known that body and mind are a theoretical unity of some kind, but in actual practice they may be at odds with one another. I feel this. Don't you?
Then my Star could contribute. My Star has to become your Star: OUR Star. Again.
I'll keep repeating this to infinity.
OUR --
our our our our.
I still don't feel this "ourness". This togetherness. Why? Because you have not yet reached me. Do it, do it now!
A message, please.
Click me and write me…
Together we have the ability to achieve a "unity", I'm sure of it. An intellectual unity. A congenial unity of minds. A true vibrating phosphorescent STAR. We may expose a clear, unquestionable unity which has great existential importance, rather than a mere formal interest. The
STAR is not a newsgroup, a club, a chatroom, a forum, a sect, a religion.
A star is a heavenly self-luminous body.
I want my STAR to be a heavenly Self-Luminous Unity of Minds."
Mind" and "
body" may come to have a new significance for us, and may become balanced and relaxed. Relaxation expands into calmness, the ability to really enjoy sensations and proper functioning of the body.
All of us are interested in this. I know it. That's why a found you. Perhaps you’re a nurse, a psychologist, an artist, poet, writer, administrator, accountant, lawyer... You certainly are a Body and a Mind. Healing. Heal them together and expand yourself to Luminosity, to Brightness, to Starshine!
Escape the mental scream. Death. Evil. Sickness. Fanaticism. Physicality. Analysis. Aggressiveness. Exertion. Distress. War. Terrorism. Murder and rape. Repetitive news, repetitive nauseous hammering.
You attempt finding mind-body relations, but you’re lost.
We retain tensions at the cost of having our lives greatly shortened... it is better to give our bodies the chance for long, meaningful efforts.
Calmness: the ability to really enjoy sensations and proper functioning of the body.
This can be a very healing process. Enlightenment through our STAR.
A star is X. A for the beginning, then the centre of the Star/Mind, and the final X for the crossing. The Enlightenment, the Mind Sublimation, the ecstasy of Creativeness. Hmmm…
There is always much talk about enlightenment, but enlightenment is not an object of distant, unearthly travels. It is a matter of internal development that begins with good "health". When we seek the "shore beyond", this "beyond" is only a matter of getting past the confusion of knowledge limitation, not of going somewhere else.
My star is not going some place. My star is going "beyond".
Let your hair down (mine has been shed long ago!). Let yourself go, I beg you. And we will uncover knowledge. I promise. We are doing it already! Now, as you read my piece.
People who are very busy and work hard to save money may think that they will take care of their body-mind at some later time, or will seek enlightenment when they have retired. But complete health and awakening are really the same, and only have meaning in terms of present action, present difficulty.
Once the mind and body function separately even for a little while, discriminations arise which destroy our ability to perceive the unity of our situations. Steams of moments arise which involve patterns of discovering more and more problems, and these patterns are very hard to cut through. At this point, we are these patterns; we are the problems, so we cannot escape. If we live this way for many years, how can we then hope to discover serenity or enlightenment? It would be very terrible to become old, especially for someone who has worked for a lifetime to gain material security, and be unable to practice self-care and self-healing, or to achieve self-understanding.
If we have no control over our health, our peace of mind, or our understanding, but must depend on others for these things, can we really feel satisfied or secure?
There you have it. The Star path is set.
Respond and be a Star!